...so, now I'm here and it occurs to me that this is real. I want you all to laugh and cry and love and smile and feel whatever you got to do to get through your days. Mine are spent healing and picking and healing, and today was a good one. There really isn't a moment that I haven't thought of something smart or "snarky" to say and whether good or bad there will always be plenty.
For those that know and those that don't I am not a pessimist but rather a realist and one untrusting(when it comes to humans)bitch. I do not make friends easily and that suits me as the ones I got are gold. We don't get the opportunity in this consciousness to choose family but we sure in hell can choose who our friends are and these that are mine were hand picked. They accept my dark side as I have no other to offer-we'll get into that later-and they love me not in spite of, but because of it!
I won't bore you with too much for now. I am a self educated high school graduate with a magna cum laude in the stupidity and inconsistencies of humanity. No one is safe and no one is spared. All peoples are to blame for the way the world has evolved and maybe that is the reason for my existence...I am a link in evolution and me and mine have sat and watched for far too long, so I am standing up to whatever cause will have me. Each day will be something new and I am sure to put my own sinister spin or melancholy view on it but I assure you it will never get boring...
some where, right now, is a little girl clinging tightly to a kitten waiting for her father to show. She hasn't seen him in over three months and misses him. She knows and accepts him unconditionally, but she isn't blind to what a shit he can be and she waits. He can spare a dinner date for sure. It won't be a long visit either and lord knows his heart really isn't into it as he will argue that time is money and obviously his offspring is not. I feel for that child and all others waiting for their mommies and daddies to come home or come to visit or notice they exist. I don't tell my own enough that I love her and I have her close to me right now, holding a kitten, waiting...Love them, kiss them, never put them last...I am not her best friend but I am her champion and I defend her to the end...now I must go for the time being-she needs me to make her smile~mobe's love to ya
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