yes, you heard correctly! Mobe's having hot flashes...not the standing in front of the freezer kind but the white hot searing day dreamy kind that either turn into voracious headaches or a very naughty awake dream! It is embarrassing, to say the least, to suddenly go off into space and when you come to you notice that your walk is changed and your scent and your perspective. Medical science teaches us that the older a woman gets the more randy she's apt to be whereas a man reaches his sexual potential peak by the time hes 25. I'm barreling down on 40 fast and find the older I get the more I am perverted but the prospective masculine mates my own age want to whittle wood and chew tobaccy on their back porch and watch life pass them by!
How could the fates be so cruel!? Why would they set people up for failure this way?? When I was 19 I wanted an older man, not for his money but rather his "prowess" and knowledge he could impart. Now I'm older I know what they do and then some and really have no use for doing his laundry and watching him snore. I feel like a peevy-pervert looking at men half my age but they all are screaming out for what my "store" sells and I am good at pushing the goods. The one hangup being is this childhood programming we all go through that says we have to be good little girls and that it's ok and expected of them to be bad!! Hahahaha...I think I wrecked the car on that! I do cling to the want of a monogamous lifestyle-never cheated; never will...but....
If I had permission! Phew what new significance I could give to the term "supertramp"- hell I could start my own freeking band--of merry happy hookers that is! lol
So today I find myself not in a sedate mood like my masculine peers. Not in a secret and closeted masturbation mood either. I'm in a "who's next" mood and serve him(or her...I'm easy)up naked because I don't want to waste precious time with the wrapping or unwrapping. If he(or she)should show up on their own I hope they don't have flowers but are smart enough to bring some wine and chocolat! I feel very naughty in thought at this time so why not plan ahead for the hopefully near future. Time and a great set of "twins" are all I got...besides these damn hot flashes and this sudden hunger...for meat...red meat!! lol ~mobe's love to you all-just come and give her a naughty squeeze!! <3
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