isn't it amazing how a debate can break out over the course of discussion as two sides see things quite differently? What one person finds fair is not what another would and I have been told that fairness is an archaic concept. I don't buy it and neither should you.
Fairness is knowing right from wrong. Every war on this planet through the ages is brought about by the same simple argument over what is fair and what is not. People try to cajole and wheedle their way into your possessions or ideals as if they have a right and exclaim it was the gods/god that told them so. They feel empowered to invoke a spiritual excuse that holds no merit when their very same gods/god has given them clear and defined laws as it were that they run to hide behind and ignore at their leisure. Life is about choice and there is an inherent choice between what is acceptable and what is not. It is never good to kill but I would do so in a quickness should the need arise and I would have not one iota of remorse for my means are justified in mine own eyes. Let someone mess with my kid and see how far I take "thou shalt not kill" to "get me a rope" because when I am done enjoying my task I will hang them up as a lesson for all to see and be forewarned, just as my great grandfather would have done! Hell, he was notorious for the chopping off of the heads of his enemies and staking them in front of him home as if to say "thou shall not put US UNDER or bring harm to what is within these walls" and I am quite humbly enamored with his core sense of family values. My own father was meek and would never defend so carnally nor would he ever be true to his inherent animal nature, that we all have, some more than others.
I will kill and I have lied. But you can count each arduous task on one hand collectively together. I reserve the right to be a heathen if I so choose BECAUSE I accept the consequences of my actions! There's a statement that is rare to find. Most people don't take responsibility so also cannot fathom fairness. Things are replaceable, people are not. How you treat another is permanent. Whether it be to end another's life or give one theirs, then it is so. Nothing is more permanent then the inside scars we give each other. You can tell a woman she is beautiful a thousand times and later in anger tell her once she's a hag and she will never forget the insult. The same is true for men as well. Why lie? You will be found out eventually. Even if you are pissed at each other, to what end is the insult, if it is untrue, going to make a bit of difference other than to erase any happiness you once had and replace it with what amounts to what you are. Life is ugly and the truth may be so as well but a lot more people would find some satisfaction in it than without it.
I would consider myself a fair individual. Most of the men and women I have had as partners will even tell you so today that I was fair to a fault. My fairness never ended a damn thing and even led to some pretty interesting chapters in my life. Handling the "fair" side of things is another story, as some have a problem with it. I am cold and true to my fairness and it really pisses most off after awhile as they seem to think I am cut from the same clothe as they are. And I wish they were the same tie-dye print of a person I am. Dream on, right? I know why my relationships ended. I am not angry anymore and accept full responsibility and still would not change. I have raised my daughter to be similar in nature knowing full well she will have a hard time of it unless she is lucky enough to have a mate who is like herself. I hope she loves with every cell and attacks with every cell and hates with every cell and is excited with every cell as well as laugh. I want her to have a full and vivacious life and I know she shall whether I am still in existence or not. What fairness she finds will be her own to choose just as mine has been.~mobe's love to her all and her all to her loves.
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