Deciding What To Do

it's a new day and a new way and I cannot decide what to do with it. I know what I want and I know what I need and what I need is too busy and what I want I can't have so what wants me will probably win despite not wanting it too much.

Amazing is the light in a teenager's eye when she pushes her momma's buttons. I am getting older and wiser and more apt to deal with her but yet others still give cause for concern to bitch and gripe about the splinter in my eye while looking through a plank of their own. I see their falls ahead and the rocky torrents of a whitewater rafting experience to be had. I know I will have to sit and decide for myself what is going to happen on this weekend with my kid. Where we want to go, if we can go and when we can go and with whom. She's a good kid and I been trying to make a better effort to providing a good summer for her as we lack the many opportunities most families have for adventure in these months. Our time is limited to dark and in the summer the days are lit longer. Not enough dark for us so every minute counts even if it means she has to trounce around with her old decrepit mom. Tonight I am going to go to sleep to be up for the day and see what it entails.~mobe's love to her all and her all to her loves.