She's Not a Mother!

my head sometimes becomes too increasingly full of ideas and fantasies. I am under the care of myself and a team of doctors who are trying to help me see my way through the fog. The difficulty is in the fact that the fog moves so swiftly and envelopes all as I try to navigate it and I become lost, hopelessly lost in its realms.

I have seen the face of adversity. A mother who would cripple her child to the point of extinction is no mother to me. But I am aware they exist out there and cannot say with a shred of total truth behind it that I would never be compelled to do what she did. My own mother fell short on doing all she could to find out and/or correct what was wrong with me. Granted there is no cure but she didn't even try and I am a mother and know how hard I have tried for everything for my kid. I also know that I have had wicked thoughts as most do. I know that if my kid was pinned and severed in half I would not be an idiotic fool as to think she could be saved and I would release her and hold her as she goes to the next dimension. I know that people don't like to talk about mercy killing and the reason is simple. How does one really justify it and who is responsible for deciding what is merciful to one when it may not be to another? Euthanasia is real and apparent in many cultures. It is an honorable way for an adult to die. But kids are taking part in their own sort...and parents are creating a legacy of juvenicide that is going to culminate into the downfall of the human species.

My kid was traumatized to find out in middle school that two children had taken their own lives. I know of children who have harmed dogs and cats and small animals. It is too much to understand this fascination with death we all seem to have. But for money?? Why would we think it changes the stress or situation when it doesn't. That money saved is nothing compared to the laughter and joy that kid would have brought his father. Parenting is one of those sacred chosen professions. Before you all barrage me with comments about how some people didn't plan on their kids, I feel the need to insert my opinion on that as well. When you make a conscious decision to not use protection or methods to control unwanted pregnancies and make sure your options are utilized then you come tell me about what you want and don't want. It is madness when a mother denies her child the help he or she needs to survive. Cancer in most cases is treatable and even leukemia has been known to be shown to go into remission. This boy died unjustly because his momma gave up, because she put her needs above his and because the system failed them. My question is who's next?~mobe's love to her all and her all to her loves.