continue to do that to which will ail you and you will find that you will have been the instrument of your own demise! Kids learn this early on if they want to survive in this world. We don't touch what burns us and we move on. Life is never as easy at it seems in the movies and death is never as beautiful. There are just things that they do not show you about death and life that would alter perception.
Our kids are invincible just as we were. We can jump stairs and hold too much weight on our hip and take a punch with the best. Why I even had my feet run over by a semi. I have been burned and stabbed and drowned and beat and starved. I am still living and breathing and defying all logic just as my kid will do in time if she plays her cards right! I want her to be something. I can't say what it is but I want her to put her all into whatever it is she chooses, even if it is not a high profile or sought after endeavor.
Have you ever sat and heard your blood move? It is annoying how the little things seem of more significance than the big things. Like someone coughing in public distracting a bank robbery from unfolding. Or a house full of monkeys and all you can hear is the drip in the bathroom faucet and it drives you insane.
I don't manage well in large groups. It isn't any difference if the groups are age limited or not. I can't handle the noise of the living along with the noise of the dead and find myself just completely insane en masse! I get fidgety and achy and sore all over. My head hurts and my palms get damp and I sweat all over. It really makes me a sight for sore eyes and yet, I can't seem to stay away! I enjoy the rush and the discomfort like a masochistic lunatic! I have a tendency to put myself in harms way for the experimentation of the perverse. But I have also noticed I am not alone in that. I have seen small children and old men do the same. I have seen many an individual die for their knowledge and research...for their science. It pleases me to know that I am no more unique in that endeavor than my human cousins and would even challenge any of their greatest minds to say that other, considered sub, species of creatures do not do the same. Many people have witnessed the non-logic in the folly of all sorts of legged and winged. There is a point to it all and tonight it is just the delving into the rants and ravings of a self professed lunatic who fled the asylum long ago. I like the perverse world in which I am forced to live. I love the challenge of living in your world despite the differences between man and I. It's not as if there couldn't be an alternate universe where my kind live as should and man has to deal with what may come from that as a result or not. Life is surprising in that way and well, I welcome all adversity.~mobe's love to her all and her all to her loves!
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