Surviving the Chaos

music has so much meaning in life for me. I am sure most of you can relate as we all remember our first kiss and our first dance and what was playing on the radio on the last day of school. It is pivotal and poignant.

I listen to music most everyday and know how well I am doing or not just by my choices and also whether I listen or not. I have my moments where I can't listen and don't want to hear the drivel of some poor sap whining his ass off about how bad he has it when we all know if he's on the radio he don't have it half as bad as the rest of us. It's just is that way. It's funny but life is like this. We can tolerate only so much of our friends and family but then have to take a hiatus from it all to collect our thoughts and recuperate from the noise that is their music. I have problems meeting deadlines lately and figured it had something to do with the musical factor. 

I know when(that) I have had to much because my radio in my car has been "off" for several days now. My own child's voice singing is too much to bear and I need to sleep to heal my body and my ears. Lobo sings well enough but I just want quiet, good old peace and quiet to contemplate what I need to do to propel myself forward and make a better life for her and I. I still don't know that I can pull that feat off but it doesn't deter me from trying at all. So if your faithful but tardy narrator seems distant or absent on some days and then harassed to play catch up it is just business as usual and her doing what she does best...surviving the chaos that is her life...~mobe's love to her all and her all to her loves.